Mar 23, 2010

still so pain

today is 23-03-2010..
i alway feel she behind me..
i still worry her..
i try my best to 4gt her..
bt i cnt..
rili no one cn help me..??
y i alway noe wat she do,feel ,think..??
bt y she duno wat i`m thinking,doing,feeling..??
in this 100days..u rili gt love me..??
u alway noe hw to make hurt,cry n worry..
bt y dun try your best to make me happy,smile n love u much..??
our make r promise u gt try your best to continue..??
nw i`m crying to type this msg,is becz i rili so hard to put u down n 4gt u..
cz i`m still love u..do u noe it..??
this is my 1st time to feel u r the one,i cn make r promise wif u FOREVER..
i say i alway lie myself is becz i too believe u ler..
i believe u will listen wat i`m say..
i believe u wont wif other ppl..
i believe u wont leave me alone..
bt i think i think too much lerr..cz i dun wan de nw oso is true ler..
i make r promise wif u , u gt put in your hurt mahh..??
or 2,3min thn 4gt it..??
i hate myself to see u wif he..
i hate myself to see u giv he lie..
i hate myself to noe u n he de anything..
i so hate myself..wat oso cnt do wif u lerr..
i rili so hate myself..TT

Mar 1, 2010

好想打个电话给你
却没有勇气
多么期待你会再打来
叫我别走
电话没响所有一切都一样
还记得我们的承诺
总想起你说过爱我
伤口越来越痛
一直哭也没用忍着伤痛
离开你我真的痛
你知道吗?
没有了你,生命对我已经不重要